Nepeta happily run to the hive of her flush crush, who happened to be Karkat Vantas. The grumpy troll opened the door a few minutes after hearing someone knock quickly on it and looked down at her. "What do you want Nepeta?'' he asked in a quite tired tone of voice before moving his gaze to a small box she was holding in her hands. "I found this box with a small diary in it at Meulin's hive! I didn't have much time to read it all but I have to say that what I read so far was purrfect!" the female troll chirped. "Nepeta seriously, you came all the way here just to tell me about a fucking old shitty diary that you found? I seriously don't give a fuck about it'' Karkat exclaimed, ready to close his hive's door. ''No,wait! Everything that's written in this diary refurs to a limeblood troll's life. It's-" Karkat suddenly cut her off by saying, "I said I don't care! Someone probably had fun writing all of this shit and I'm not going to spend even a second reading this stuff, okay?!''. ''But Meulin told me it was given to the Disciple by your ancestor, the Signless..''. This time, Karkat actually remained silent but only for a couple of seconds. ''Just give it here already'' he mumbled as he snatched the box out of her hands. He opened it and pulled out the small, old black, leather diary that was inside it. ''Hey be careful with it, it's very old and it may break'', ''Yeah whatever''. Upon opening it the first thing Karkat read was, 'Some may consider it a tale, some may not. However, what you are going to read actually took place, either in your imagination or in reality. You choose where'. ''Are you fucking kidding me?! I've only read the first three lines of this damned diary and it already got me on my nerves!'' Karkat hissed with a slight frown and expected Nepeta to say something but instead she just kept silent. ''Anyway, meow can give it back to me whenever meow want. See meow later!'' she said happily before leaving. Karkat sighed softly and closed the door after she left before going upstairs and into his respiteblock. He sat at his desk and placed the old diary on it before opening it.

 You let out a small squeak as your little grub self was dropped onto the floor of the dark cave. Your lusus sniffed you to make sure your were alright then left, thus leaving you there all alone. She had to protect you and make sure nothing bad happened to you but it wasn't an easy thing since you were one of them. The last of your kind. Your lusus would probably end up getting killed herself but that didn't mean she wouldn't try to keep you safe. 

 By sniffing the ground, you tried to recognize the place but to no avail. It was an unfamiliar one to which your lusus had brought you. You still didn't understand why she had done that. After all, you were so happy at the other place where you two lived together. Sometimes you would also play with other grubs just like you. None of them though knew that they wouldn't even have the chance to grow up like the rest..

 You were about to leave the cave but the sight of you lusus coming towards you made you stop. You looked at her for a few seconds before grinning happily and running in her direction. She dropped on the ground a piece of meat of a beast she had killed to feed you and eat herself. Curiously, you looked at the meat on the ground and sniffed it before quickly backing away. It still had some fur on it and to be honest, you didn't really know if it was still 'alive' or not. You hissed at it and circled it, your little fangs showing from under your upper lip. You walked on the tip of your needle like legs as you circled the meat, trying to seem bigger and to intimidate it. Your lusus sighed through her nose and slightly shoved the food in your direction, only for you to screech and hide behind a rock. 

 Once you realized that the piece of meat wasn't a threat for you, you came out of your hiding spot and sniffed it again before biting into it happily and hungrily.

 Five sweeps had already passed since that day and now you currently waited for your lusus to return 'home' and to bring some food as well. Plenty of time passed and she still hadn't returned, making you worry. You finally decided to leave the cave and to search for her, not actually caring if someone saw you. You headed towards a hill before sniffing the air. The smell of fresh blood invaded your nostrils as you kept on walking. Soon enough you finally reached the source of the smell. There, hidden slightly behind a large rock was the limp body of your lusus. At first you thought she was just napping but then you took notice of the large wound on her side. ''(l/n)...?''. Lime colored cheeks ran past your cheeks as you stared at her now cold, lifeless body and they soon fell on the ground. ''(l/n)?! (l/n)!'' you yelled desperately, now crying and digging your claws into your palms. You ran towards her and snuggled under her body like you did almost every day when you wanted to take a small nap. You curled up and hugged your knees close to your chest as you kept on sobbing then glanced up at her, your eyes completely filled with tears. She seemed though to somehow have a peaceful look on her face, like when she would relax after spending an entire day hunting.

 Needless to say, five more sweeps passed and now you had reached the age of 11 sweeps. Obviously you had learned how to hunt, how to protect yourself, in other words, how to survive. From time to time you would secretly observe trolls chatting with each other and doing various other things but you always made sure not to get caught. You would also buy a few things you needed with 'your' boondollars. Well, the ones you had stolen from a few trolls. For example you once bought olive colored eye contacts in order to disguise yourself as an oliveblooded troll. You still avoided though to speak with someone cause you feared that they would see the color of the inside of your mouth. One of the few things you still hadn't learnt was how to write.. You really wanted to learn but it would be risky to begin living with others. 

 One day, as you made your way towards the location of your current cave, you heard voices and the sound of hoofbeasts neighing, not that far from you. That's when your blood froze. Your blood pusher began beating fast and you feared that someone would see you. You took a deep breath and pulled your black hoodie over your head then proceeded to walk back towards your hive. Those trolls with their hoofbeasts were slowly approaching you more and more. 

 ''Hey you. Who are you and why are you all alone, wandering in the forest?'' One of the blueblooded guards asked. You stopped walking and stood still before hesitantly turning around. ''I uh.. I'm the Observer. Also, I live here'' you simply replied, trying your hardest not to show your face from under the hoodie. One of them got off of his hoofbeast and walked towards you, his face expressionless. Your gaze quickly met his and the first thing to do was to take a step back. More of them began walking over to you and for a moment you thought about using one of your psychic abilities you had which was the telekinesis. As you were about to lift a rock, you quickly stopped and snapped out of your thoughts. You simply couldn't let them know that you were a limeblood because they would instantly kill you. You were sure about it.

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